Saturday, July 17, 2010

at 2:04 am

help me
I cannot stand it
I do not
know how I stand
nor do I
start to understand
oh God
I cannot--
How?
help me
help me
please
now...

5 comments:

  1. I completely get it. My husband passed away September 2009. Some days are just better than others and sometimes sleep is pushed by the wayside with random thoughts and missing him.

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  2. Lori from San DiegoAugust 10, 2010 at 2:21 AM

    You have described my daily nightmare -- perfectly.

    I think you were at Camp Widow this past weekend. I am sorry I didn't get a chance to meet you. Maybe next year.

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  3. @Sarah--(((HUGS))) Yep.

    @Lori from San Diego--Unfortunately I could not afford to make it to Camp Widow this past weekend! But I'm saving my pennies and will make it next year (God willin' and the crik don't rise)!

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  4. I think everyone who has experienced a painful loss can relate. Very beautifully stated.

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  5. @Sunny--Thank you! I appreciate it.

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